Well it appears that there was another “Mix Up” with the doctors today. We are supposed to see Gavin’s therapist tonight but guess what, someone took our time slot again. This is happening all the time. Our last appointment was canceled at the last minute and we just got the call that this one was also canceled.

I would like to know how it is we are supposed to get help when we have no one left to help us. It will most likely be another month before we can get in again……

I am so close to giving up right now. Maybe we aren’t meant to get through this because we have yet to catch a break. And that is the truth. We never catch a break. It’s one nightmare after another.

We desperately need help with Gavin and we aren’t getting it. Our parents help by taking Gavin and we are very grateful but that doesn’t fix the problem. We need help living with Gavin. We need to know what to do with him. We are COMPLETELY LOST…and COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED. I don’t think anyone really gets that….

Gavin’s therapist is also supposed to broker a mediation with Lizze’s ex-mother in law in an attempt to get her to she how much damage she is doing and once again try to resolve this peacefully. We are running out of time to deal with this and I have no patience left.

We are using the very best of the best when if comes to Gavin’s doctors but that also means they are in demand. We don’t pay cause we have no money and Gavin’s father won’t provide health insurance for him. Gavin is on one of the Medicaid HMO’s and some of his doctors will not take it. So I believe everything comes down to money. Those with it get what they need and those without get pushed to the back. Don’t get me wrong his doctors are great and we are grateful that they have taken him on under these conditions but we still feel lost. I truly believe if we had the money this court stuff would have been done long ago but we don’t so we keep getting dragged through eh mud over and over again. We have no idea what to do.